You'll always see my hands open. I care. I receive. I wait.

Dating addicts was my thing, except I had NO idea that was a thing. See I thought I had a choice, but I didn't. Only once I started healing did I see how sick I was...but even at 26 and super successful (2 Degrees, Straight As, High Paying Job, Owning my Own Home), sickness is silent until surfaced.

Through the grace of G-d, I realized...my sickness was not able to be seen, but very much existed indeed.

See, I was an addict, a fiend.

I craved everything and everyone to be proud of me, but me.

I needed to be noticed not seen.

and I chased, so often, men who couldn't see.

Focused on themselves, they couldn't see

So I was forced to wake up and study, study study

"What caused two people to choose each other & be happy?"

When most people chose, and ended up divorced & sappy

Two degrees, hundreds of thousands of dollars later, hundreds of hours in the "rooms" I learned. Because I became obsessed, I became an expert.

I rewired my brain, body, cells, beliefs....

I learned what love is and how to love my self, brain, body

and became a new me.

I am HAPPILY MARRIED to a sweet,

stable, sober man with my epic kids, Moon & Evie.

and that is how you change, nay transform, sickness into healthy.